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How I Became a Sexless CuckoldI met my wife at work. She was ten years younger than me and it was her first job out of college. She was very pretty and had a sexy petite body. She worked out and it showed, her arms and legs though thin were defined and she had a great round firm ass. Her tits weren’t big but looked bigger on her small frame. She was very outgoing and friendly and we hit it off. I was the opposite, shy, especially with women. I only had a few long term girlfriends and when I wasn’t dating I usually wasn’t having sex. At the time we met it had been two years since I last got laid. Though we hit it off I didn’t ask her out and it wasn’t long before another guy at work (Derek) started bragging around the office how he was fucking her. I was so jealous, but I loved hearing him tell about how he fucked her and I thought of her every time I masturbated.One day I got the nerve to ask her out. I told her I understood if she said no because she was being with Derek. She was surprised I know about them and she asked what I heard. I told her I know they were having sex but not really dating. She was annoyed Derek was telling people and she stopped fucking him. Derek was pretty pissed at me for ruining a good thing he had going but he was dating and in a serious relationship. My wife and I started dating and obviously ended up getting married. She was without a doubt the best sex I ever had. I loved how she rode my cock and she gave great blowjobs and swallowed, everything Derek said amount her was a 100% true. I knew I didn’t satisfy her as much as she did me when we fucked and she often had me eat her pussy afterward I had cum because she hadn’t gotten off yet. At her suggestion we ended up buying some dildos that I would use on her afterwards to make her cum. Both dildos she picked out were on the larger side, both longer and thicker than more cock was. She had no problem handling either of them and I’ll admit it made me feel insecure. I also knew she was using them without me. She never complained about me sexually avcilar escort and I guess I was lazy trying to please her because I knew she’d use her dildos to get off. We had 2 k**s in the first four years we were married and she stopped working. By then she seemed to lose interest in me sexually and I fucked her less. When we did have sex lots of times she seemed to prefer to just give me a blowjob rather than fuck me and I gladly enjoyed her blowjobs! We were also not getting along and she was constantly starting fights with me. Soon the blowjobs even stopped and I’d get the occasionally handjob from her or she’d let me use a dildo to fuck her. Her Saturday nights out with the girls turned into her going out 3 times a week. I didn’t mind because we weren’t having sex at all now and it gave me time to watch porn and masturbate.It was a while before I began to think she might be cheating on me. It was a friend of mine that told me how lucky I was to have a younger sexy wife after seeing her in a bikini that spurred me to tell him I wasn’t so lucky because I hadn’t had sex with her in over a year. After telling everything I just stated here his exact words were, “Dude your wife is probably cheating on you and fucking another guy!” The more I thought about it the more I was convinced she was. I also thought she was going to leave me for this other guy if it were true. I asked her a couple of times when she was about to go out if she met or ever gets picked up by guys and she got very defensive and even pissed at me. Then one night I decided to check her phone after she went to bed. I started reading her texts and there it was…the proof she was having an affair. A bunch of texts with this guy, including them discussing when they were going to meet and have sex, what he planned to do to her, how she couldn’t wait for his big cock, him telling her what to wear, just everything! There were even pics sent back in forth, some of him and some of her. She sent him pics of her swollen pussy the next morning şirinevler escort after they had fucking showing him her pussy was still sore and swollen! She sent him video of her masturbating with her dildo that I took of her at her request which was probably at his request! The kicker was seeing his pics…he was a black, very well built man with a big black cock. I couldn’t even imagine how my petite wife could handle his huge cock.Reading their texts and seeing those pics made me turned on. I was already sexless and horny and I couldn’t help but think of her fucking him as I masturbated. I’ll admit this wasn’t the first time I fantasized about her fucking a guy as I masturbated. Even after we were married when I jerked off I often thought of her and Derek fucking. So rather than confront her I let her continue to cheat on me for a couple of months while I read her texts whenever I could. I ended up telling my friend he was right and when I told him I hadn’t confront her let he told me I was a cuckold! I didn’t know what a cuckold was but after looking up the definition and as embarrassing as it was I was a cuckold. Now knowing she was definitely out fucking, when she’d go out my masturbation sessions were more intense and soon I had the strong desire to actually see her fucking him. Finally I waited for when I knew they’d be fucking at our place which they did on occasion during the day. I came home from work and walked in on them. Before I walked into our bedroom I heard them both moaning, especially my wife, like I never heard her moan with me! I could hear the popping of her pussy as his big black cock was pounding away at it and I stepped into the room. I had a side view of them so they didn’t notice me, so I watched silently like a pathetic pervert! They were both naked and she was on all fours with him fucking her from behind, both hands on her shoulders driving his big black cock in n out of her pussy hard! I recalled Derek telling a bunch of us how she liked it rough and I was taksim escort seeing it firsthand! Funny thing is I never fucked her that way! There black and while skin made the perfect contrast and my cock got hard as I watched! It was like watching my wife in a porn video live! After five minutes or more she noticed me there and was very startled. He stopped fucking her but left his cock buried in her pussy and she questioned why I was home. I told her I wasn’t feeling good and she told me in an almost regretful voice I should have called first. As I just stood there she asked me to leave and said we can talk about this later. I didn’t respond immediately and her black lover said to her as looking at me “he wants to keep watching us”. He then started to slide his cock slowly in and out of her pussy and said to me “this is what you wanna see right?” Although I was humiliated by catching them and by his comments I did want to watch them. My wife in almost a panic quickly yelled no and told me sternly to leave right away. She was clearly uncomfortable, so I left out of respect for her but stood outside the room for a couple minutes as he started fucking her hard again. She wanted to stop but he said after he was able to cum in her.Later that day we talked. I wasn’t mad at all, but I was hurt and embarrassed, yet turned on and afraid to loss her. She started saying how she was sexually unsatisfied for so long to justify her cheating on me, but I then told her I wasn’t going to ask her to stop fucking him and I wasn’t angry, that I hoped she would stop but it would be her choice. I just wanted to know if she wanted to stay married to me. We talked a long time and bottom line she didn’t want to lose her lifestyle (financially and the freedom to play) and I didn’t want to lose her or our family, so we stayed together. I originally thought we’d be able to have sex, but I get nothing and I’ve been sexless now almost 3 years. I’ve also never seen them again having sex and she doesn’t cuckold me. She does seem happier and we argue less. Since I don’t have sex with my wife and don’t satisfy her sexually I try to give her whatever else she wants! Sexually I am lonely, but I feel I deserve to be in my current situation. In fact I wish I could be treated like a cuckold rather than be ignored sexually!
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